[Most Recent Entries]
Below are the 11 most recent journal entries recorded in
|Wednesday, May 12th, 2004|
Today was my last day of classes in my high school career, im very happy bout that but in some ways im gonna miss it. this summer is gonna be nutz thou, i video taped the day and got a bunch of "guys gone wild" lol its good day, now i just have to worry about exams, if i pass english ill be all good. And thanks to my good Friends, you all mean a lot to me, especially liz, cuz shes the only girl i kno who can make a prom on like 2 days notice, lol
|Sunday, May 9th, 2004|
i kno i shouldnt care that my ex is dating this kid ant, but for somereason i do. she instant messages me tonight i didnt want to talk to her cuz everytime i do i almost cry or actually cry. its like she doesnt understand what i say, but then i prolly just dont make any sense, ( like now) i cant bring myself to block her s/n for some reason casue even thou all we do is fight when we speak, at least she talks to me. when we broke up i thought she was cheating on me with this ant kid and just when i was thinking that dumping her was the dumbest thing i'd ever done, she tells me that there dating, she telling me that when she was hanging out with him, going to the movies with her friend and her b/f and she went with him, he was just a friend and she didnt like him at all, now i want to belivev this more than anything but i cant. i kno that when i meet people and starting hanging out with them i kno right away that i ethier like them or not,. its very possible that im just dumb for caring at all but i do. the really odd thing is that as much as i wish i could have her back, id rather that she be with ant if that is what makes her happy. i dont think my ex checks my journal witch i is one pluse i suppose...lol stupid me i still dont want her to see im hurt lol, oh well, ( oh and to people who talked me into posting again thank you ur right aftering typeing this i do feel a lot better
10 bands you like:Godsmack, tech 9, outkast, d-block, alice in chains, black-eyed peas, everlast, ludacis,marcy playground, OPM, nelly
5 books you like:The cobra event, Airframe, Timeline, The great Train Robbery, The collector
3 movies you like:Snatch, happy gilmore, pulp fiction
10 things you like:
normal clothes for you to wear: jeans and a t shirt
why are you tuff enough?:im just insane
sXe:Not sure what it is
abortion:early in the pregnacy defently, but no brain sucking partial birth abortions
picture please: dont have on at the moment
|Wednesday, May 5th, 2004|
well today i found out that my math teacher is really sick and while im glad that i may not have a final now, i would rather have a final and have him be well becasue he is a good guy albeit sometimes boreing. My cousin Cj got told by his recruter today that his eyes are not good enough to become a munitions officer in the Marines. Since he was soppose to ship out in november and thats all hes been talking about for the last month i feel really bad, He has albino eyes and so his eyesight also suffers. Everything the kid wants to do he cant, hes so big into cars but he couldnt get his lisence, so i guess hes stuck as a gear head who cant drive. i only have 5 days of school left thankgod.
|Tuesday, May 4th, 2004|
|i hate people
well today is a bad day, some asshole keyed the hood of my car that was painted a month ago.....well i still cant wait till i get my window tints. well school wasnt bad i got out early and the dean of students told me she gave up on makeing me come to school on time and that i didnt have to serve my late detentions, who thought it would take 70
lates ha ....... oh and to all girls NEVER EVER take the month after abortion pill... it should be called the vagina grenade....my friend Kimits ex took it without telling anyone and now she can't have kids ever again and if her uterious gets infected from it she will have to have it removed.......oh yeah it cant KILL you! just a tip
|Monday, May 3rd, 2004|
Well ive been told by certain people that i need to make an entree so here, i am. Its a wierd time cuz theres 7 days of school left in my highschool career and on one side im very happy that its over and that ill be living in Daytona Beach next year, but i'm actully kinda getting depressed because i don't really like change, and i like my life righ now, my friends and i'm afriad that when i leave i will lose those friends as we wont see each other often.......the year books came out today and that just reminded me of my worries.......e summer will be awesome more cabin parties ....oh and ive been talking to an awesome gir, who happens tobe the most amazing type of athlete, A GYMNAST
maybe ill start posting more often......maybe
|Wednesday, December 10th, 2003|
If you know me answer this?
1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. Am I loveable?
3. How long have you known me?
4. When and how did we first meet?
5. What was your first impression?
6. Do you still think that way about me now?
7. What do you think my weakness is?
8. Do you think I'll get married?
9. What makes me happy?
10. What makes me sad?
11. What reminds you of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. How well do you know me?
14. When's the last time you saw me?
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
16. Do you think I could kill someone?
17. Describe me in one word.
18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
20. Are you going to put this on your livejournal and see what I say about you?
|Sunday, November 16th, 2003|
i need to get ungrounded so i can see Maryanne, im so worried that if i dont get to see maryanne soon im gonna lose her and i need her, ive had bad luck with being seperated from people, every other time ive gone any length of time without seeing a girlfrind i lose them and i can't lose maryanne
I love you Maryanne
on friday my progress report from school came and i got a 40 in english, and 60's in religion and Math. so my parents grounded me and ive benn in my house ever since. Im so damn bored and i need to find a way to get out and see Maryanne or i might go crazy. My mom is screaming at me all the time saying that im throwing my life away and ive heard about as much of as i can take i honestly dont think i want to go to college anyway id rather just take over the family bussness and i hat school casue no matter how much i want to do my work i cant ever bring myself to do it. it makes me wonder if theres something wrong with me
|Thursday, November 6th, 2003|
|this is new
well i made this journal mostly cause everyone i know has a journal and i felt left out i guess and well yeah. hey, maybe writing here will help my temper u know as this new vent maybe lol like that will work.